after pause~

Assalamualaikum and hi..

Returning to Russia from home is not the first thing to cross my mind.i know that for sure.2 years of experiences living in this ex-soviet country were something. Indeed, during the come-to-Russia journey, lots of us [my friends including me] kept bashing the harsh words describing their feeling about this and that.for sure it’s all about Russia and Russians.long story shorten, you’ll never know unless you feel it by yourself.

I’ve reached the cloud..

But then, considering that life is not a stagnant pool or whatsoever, but a mobile stream, some say this is what we called the thing that matures us, positioning us in the better zone of life.a stagnant life is nothing but sometimes needs a blast of transformation, some ups-and downs, not a flat incline. So, in one sense, living here is the least excitement I can ever imagine.but, in another, what I got and will get here I can never ever get in other coordinates of the globe, but here.

Hahaha…positive thinking positive thinking…


To my friends  Razi, born on 16 August and Din on 28 August, happy birthday.May Allah bless and let u both live in a bliss~

p/s: waiting to embark the new semester.salam ramadhan.

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we do know the famous phrase “dont judge a book by its cover” right?..for me frankly, in reality, it’s not always as the theory. people do judge book by its cover.well, i rather buy the novel in which  the cover page come along with the “award winning” stamp..

it was the 1st day in my pre-university college when i was tagged as a smoker or a gangster by a lecturer there  bcuase i have well-mafia-looking.hell parents have worked their ass off to make sure i’ll be a well-brought son, but see.. how people judge you..

my point is..we don’t have to come to an early conclusion  only after the it all, see it all, then you’ll  know. don’t judge your friends whether they are bad or good, or whatsoever at a first glance. be with them, talk with them, see them, and only then you can label not being lied by the first disguise.hehehe…

well then, this is the world that we living though~

p/s: ketika cinta bertasbih, watch it, then u’ll know…

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the unseen~

Assalamualaikum and hi…

I remember back then when I was in Istanbul during the last winter vacation. I’d being discussing about the belief and faith with a Polish who used to be my roommate there. He said literally he is a catholic, as it is written on his identity document.but, in reality he is an atheist mixed well with sort of pagan belief.


So, there we were, talking all the night long. i asked him, and he answered, and vice versa.he asked me a lots.about the prayers that Muslim perform 5 times a day, about the one god, etc.after all, he doubted the concept of trinity in Christianity.well then, I answered as I could, though I was not so sure if he was satisfied or not. But, till one moment, there was a question that I can barely answered.he asked me about Adam and Eve. He asked me, how from this only two human, the next humankind generation breed till the amount are almost uncountable nowadays.


Owh.dont faith and belief is strong enough that the question did not shake my faith even a little bit.

Well then, to accept a faith, we don’t have to calculate and interpret everything with only logical thinking and facts. If everything has to do with logic, then there will be no heaven, no hell, and others. Owh, pliz!! Human do have limitation in everything, including the ability to think. We can’t cross over the limit; in fact we won’t be able.


Is that to accept things, we have to see with naked eyes?  If that so, then could we explain where mind is placed in our body?.till nowadays, there’s no answer although scientists tried to find one. Even they used a nano-electron-highest resolution microscope or whatsoever, they  won’t be able right? It is an easy analogy why we can’t see or explain things that by hook or by crook we have to accept their existence.

In Islam, the past and the future are included in the unseen world besides the heaven and hell, angel and demon. What we know is like what was written in al-Quran and some others were storied by Prophet Muhammad pbuh. That’s all. Don’t go further or we will go astray.


Owh. Long time ago, when I was in mrsm back then, we had this so called young doctor program in HUSM. My friend told me about a mental patient [ a math ex-teacher] who  was admitted to the ward after trying to reveal the secret of siratulmustaqim using formula y=mx+c..whatheheck!!!


With Him are the keys of the unseen, the treasures that none knoweth but He. He knoweth whatever there is on the earth and in the sea. Not a leaf doth fall but with His knowledge: there is not a grain in the darkness (or depths) of the earth, nor anything fresh or dry (green or withered), but is (inscribed) in a record clear (to those who can read). 6:59


after all, that friend of mine did hope that the true God [is allah for sure] will show him the right path..

p/s: I’m learning, sorry if there’s me and teach me~

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just to tell me and you 1~

Death is the irreversible termination of ability to live.once u die, no way to come back.

-uxod za balnimi-

Every soul shall have a taste of death: And only on the Day of Judgment shall you be paid your full recompense. Only he who is saved far from the Fire and admitted to the Garden will have attained the object (of Life): For the life of this world is but goods and chattels of deception. [3:185]


p/s: jadi, beramalah seakan-akan mati esok [femes bukan frasa ni]..

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read it~

His bare hand seized a pile of old books, and among them, he chose one. He blew the dust overlying the book cover, and opened the very first page.he started to read it heart- fully after a such long pause. The verses read made him relaxed and in that moment all his troubles, anxieties, fears and thoughts of self-doubt floated away with the very beautiful notes.yes. This is the words from God, the only one God.this is the holy book, bearing all the antidotes. And with this, he keeps to hope living in a bliss and blessing~

Read! In the Name of your Lord, Who has created (all that exists) [ al-alaq, verse 1]


p/s: to me who always forget, read it everyday please!!

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